Scared Of Time

Scared Of TimeIt’s funny, isn’t it? How we want to rush into things and make them happen as soon as possible for us. Yet there are other times that you wish time would just… STOP.

I’m at that place right now. I’m scared of time; because I can’t control it.

I find myself wanting some things in my life to happen RIGHT NOW. And I try to manipulate every possible outcome in my favor. And that’s just not how it works.

One of my New Year’s Resolutions was to actually try to enjoy every moment as it happens. It doesn’t make any sense to try to rush things to happen quicker. In a few years, I will probably hate looking back and realizing how many precious moments I missed, or didn’t enjoy as I should have. Only because I wanted things to happen quicker.

I think this is an important lesson for everyone.

Some things take time. And that’s ok. Some things happen really fast. And that’s ok too.

Why can’t we just be happy and enjoy the NOW? Instead of the will, the was, and the what ifs.

Patience has never been one of my strong points. And I’m perfectly conscious that this is something that I really need to work on. But it’s so hard.

I don’t even know why I’m writing about this, or why anyone would care in the first place. But this place is my outlet, so I’m using it as such.

Short and bittersweet from me today folks! Take care.


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